4.23.2012

choices

i could easily be discouraged...
  • raymond still doesn't have a job (except the job that i really want - staying home and taking care of our kids)
  • by the prospect of being a full time teacher next year (more time away from my kids)
  • 2 years ago we started paying off debt and we still have a long way to go
  • that riley seems to be losing tiny pieces of her innocence on a daily basis and the reality of this world is creeping closer and closer
  • by some of my silent prayers that seem to go unanswered 

but then i read in Riley's new storybook bible "so Abraham trusted what God said more than what his eyes could see.  And he believed."

so i will choose to trust what God says more than what my eyes can see...and believe

The Lord will work out His plans for my life- for your faithful love endures forever...Ps. 138:8

My grace is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.  2 Corn. 12:8-9

You will keep in perfect peace whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in You. Is. 26:3

In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones be lost.  Matt. 18:14

Train a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not turn from it. Prov. 22:6

You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what He has promised.  Heb. 10:36

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in my heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.  Matt. 11:28-30

This is the confidence we have approaching God:  that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us.  And if we know that He hears us- whatever we ask- we know that we have what we asked of Him. 1 John 5: 14-15

Don't be afraid, for I am with you.  Don't be discouraged, for I am your God.  I will strengthen and help you.  I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.  Is. 41:10

my prayer

"Lord...i don't know Your plan for my life.  i do know that i trust You.  please give me the strength to keep trusting You.  tonight...tomorrow...next week...next month....next year.  thank You for your promises, Your faithfulness, Your love.  thank You for rescuing me from my own strong will and rebellion and restoring me.  i am so thankful to be walking with You rather than struggling against You.  thank You for how You are already answering the prayers on my heart at this very moment. 

In Your Precious Name
amen

4.08.2012

because He lives...

this week i have had the opportunity to really think on the death and resurrection of Jesus

one of these old hymns have been on my heart. i searched for it to add to my playlist just so i could hear it again. and somehow...i still know so many of the words. i was able to really meditate on these words and what they mean to me now. how i would love to stand in a church now and sing these words out...

because He lives
i can face tomorrow

because He lives
all fear is gone

because i know
He holds the future

and life is worth the living
just beceause He lives


i'm thinking that this is exactly what the followers of Jesus were feeling on that first Easter and the days to follow. their hopes had been restored; their fears vanished; their futures clear. their mission was to take their experiences and share them with the world.

i'd say that's a life worth the living...

BECAUSE HE LIVES!!

4.02.2012

princess mama

brady's room...sunggling in the rocking chair... lights out

"mama yur hair look like a princess" as he brushes it back (my unwashed, undone, gray roots everywhere hair)

"my hair looks like princess hair?"

"yes. it does. i love it"

"awww...that's so nice"

"i love you princess" as he wraps his arms around me

"i love you my princess mama"

"I love you too my little prince"

thank you, thank you, thank you for the sweetness of my boy!