6.20.2009

lessons learned


i am thankful for my dad and the lessons i've learned from him.

my dad spent most of his career as an engineer, but his first career was teaching. and although he left the field of education he never stopped teaching.

thanks dad for being one of my first and most important teachers.

i have learned...
to enjoy swimming and bike riding

the value of a dollar

to be a discerning shopper (and it's ok to take things back)

to give genuine compliments
that a smile and a hug can lift your spirits

the importance of encouragement
how nice it is when your friends like your dad

to work hard and with integrity

to value my education
to set goals and work hard to accomplish them

to be a better writer and communicator

that I am a work in progress- always learning and growing

to take care of those you love

to be kind to people - even strangers

more about my Heavenly Father through the character of my earthly dad

to keep my priorities in line (e.g.spending time with your kids/going to church is more important than sleeping in and/or tackling that to do list)

to honor my commitments

that morning can be the perfect time to spend with God

that discipline is an act of love and not meant to evoke fear

you can be a leader without being aggressive, selfish and dishonest
to find joy in daily life and count my many blessings

that love is not just an emotion, but actions

to say " i love you... i'm sorry..... will you forgive me?"
that life is less about what you accomplish and more about how you've touched people's lives

i've learned... to love, hope, grow and pray... and i've learned...a lot about the qualities i want to see in my son.
happy father's day dad. i love you.

6.17.2009

motherhood- new life


i am thankful i am a mom

5 years ago i got to meet my first child - riley rose. we celebrated her birthday today. each year the night before her birthday i write her a letter. i enjoyed reading the last 4 letters. i always have trouble sleeping the night before her birthday. i am overcome with emotions, memories, hopes and wishes for my little girl. i was reflecting on how much she has grown. i also noticed how i have grown as a mother.

i am the mother who almost wasn't.

i wasn't sure i wanted kids. what? i know, i can hardly belive it either. i thought a lot of things back then that don't make sense to me now.

thankfully, God changed my heart. i know when it happened too. june 3rd 2000. i held my nephew in my arms - my sister's first baby. i saw her with him and my heart began to ache. all of a sudden i knew...i wanted motherhood...i wanted to hold my own baby in my arms.

it wasn't an easy road. God taught me so much that next four years. His timing is so perfect.

after riley rose was born, my life had new meaning. shortly after her birth, i returned to church and rededicated my life to my Heavenly Father. how could i possibly be a parent without the divine guidance of My Father?

riley's birthday always reminds me of my renewed commitment....my new life....

happy birthday baby girl...


6.04.2009

on the job

believe it or not, i'm thankful for my job

it's like this....
we are not in a position to live on one income (yet...) so i need to work.
so here's the bright side...

i have a job that i can work part time and still make good money
i have a job in education - the only field i can imagine working in
i have a job that matches my strengths - reading, writing, speaking, helping others
i have a job that is challenging without being overwhelming
i have a job that can be life-changing without taking over my life

i get extended time with my kids during the summer, at Christmas and in the spring; i have skills that help me teach my kids; evening work and weekend work is optional, although often necessary; no traveling

i continually learn, reflect, change, grow

i have opportunities....
to be part of the solution instead of part of the problem
to reflect The Light instead of darkness
to pray for those who don't know Christ

although working is not what i would choose right now, i'm thankful that-once again-God provides